We like fight scenes, don't we?

Apr. 23rd, 2025 02:15 am
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Mirror Curse (1803 words) by EllerWrites
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Original Work
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
Characters: Original Characters
Additional Tags: Fantasy, Fight Scene, Swordfighting
Summary:

Mirror curses are complicated. Dorion handles the technical part. Cue combat.



Only a few very short comments about the fighting, though I will answer questions if necessary.

Behind a cut because of, um, violent topic. By necessity. )

Anyway. So, uh, that was a weird writing experience. I have no idea where this story/world/mess is going. (Yes, yes, this is clearly romantic comedy... XD I mean, I could.)

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Apr. 22nd, 2025 10:36 am
impy: Lorelai Gilmore making her forks fight with the text 'Take That!' (take that)
[personal profile] impy
I went relatively light on the Mooncat sale (thus far, it's still ongoing) and to celebrate, I then went ahead and looked at four other polish companies to see if they spoke to me. D'oh. In my defense, two mentioned that due to the mf'in tariffs, their prices and shipping are going to go up after their current (now over?) sales. Oddly enough, I did not wind up purchasing from either of those brands, though I do still love them. I'm not sure I'll be able to justify either in the future though, price wise.

Because future!me will wanna know: Olive Ave didn't have enough colors I wanted (in stock) to hit free shipping and none of the instock colors have been haunting my dreams, so I decided to hold off. I don't love cremes as a general rule, though I am currently wearing *counts* 5 OA polishes and they are actually some of my favorites. Four of them are repeat wears and two of those are like every year since I got them. I seriously debated getting those two in the better bottle/brush formula, but again, couldn't justify that to myself. (If you're wondering: Aster, Cornflower, Lilac, Peony, and Sunshine are my go to Easter colors. Well, Sunshine replaced Lemon Blossom because it's got a better brush.)

The other one was BKL, which tempted me more than OA. However, when I was playing around with my shopping cart, I got cartjacked a few times and decided that I didn't NEED any of the colors I'd found and that my luck with BKL mysteries as actual mysteries has rarely been good. I'm not someone who generally believes pruglies are actually pretty, thank you, and BKL loves a good prugly. The rest I will either roll the dice on being available later or I likely have something close enough already, possibly already from the brand. Especially since I had to stop myself no less than three times from adding a color to my cart that I already own, and another two I'm kinda thinking I own. Like OA, had a couple of shades I truly wanted still been available, I would've likely caved. But they weren't... so I remained good.

Debated seriously on one of the new shades from Bluebird as it is STUNNING (But Did You Dye?)but I didn't really want to buy just one polish and then have the shipping and taxes and whatnot on it. Also also, I'm telling myself I likely have at least two Bluebirds that are very close to that already. This is the one I'm most likely to just circle back for, but I'm trying to be good.

Particularly since I was not good when it came to Pahlish, which wasn't on sale. However, I got notification that Pink Pony Club was back in stock annnnnnnnnd um, I've been lusting over that polish for entirely too long. I don't even love pinks and it's just so damn pretty. ;_; You can't expect me to say no to something that's giving serious metallic vibes even if it's not metallic in any way. I just... I can't say no. I think it's basically the flakie version of WFL's Mind Your Own Biscuits and Life Will Be Gravy, though I'm hoping the orange won't be as strong. We will find out because I caved. In my defense, Biscuits is one of my favorite pinks, so a flakie version isn't that crazy for me. I picked up a few others, including two actual mysteries, so we'll see how that order plays out. I might've held out just a bit more had I not also fallen in love with Ancient Realm. Oddly enough, it reminded me a bit of Mooncat's Flight of the Monarchs, which I had on my list and then took off because it's always on both the "you have to have this!" and "most disappointing!" polish lists for the brand. Always. Every time. It's almost impressive. However, what kept me from buying Monarchs isn't going to be in play for Realm, as I really like Monarch when you can get the purple shift and I'm not expecting that from Realm so... the margin for disappointment error is lower, I think.

Now, let's circle back to MC. I wound up buying (not linking except for one):
Venus Flytrap, This is a Storm Warning, Pandemonium, Imperial Stormtrooper, Star Destroyer, A Galaxy Far, Far Away (for Cass), and Dark Horse. Dark Horse got stuck in my head after someone did a swatch comparison of it and a few other polishes and the listing there doesn't do it much justice, but damn did it look pretty in the swatch video. And that person's swatches are usually pretty reliable so I have hope I didn't just buy a pretty in theory but dud on the nails polish. We shall see! I debated House of Hades because it's literally the first MC polish people recommend every single time, or if you ask "what's a good polish?" you will find 1500 comments all saying HoH! Thing is, it also shows up on the disappointing lists a lot, for formula issues. Sooooo.... eh. I also have a flakie sapphire blue bomb that I love to bits and do I really need another one? I mean, probably not. Did that stop me from buying its red sister? No, it did not. But Pandemonium doesn't tend to show up on the bad lists for anything other than "didn't realize there was orange" even though the pictures show it, the description mentions it... The only Star Wars polish I was tempted by originally (this did change, obviously) was Star Destroyer and I swear, it sold out almost immediately, so this time I took no chances. In the meantime, I'd fallen in love with Stormtrooper, and Cass seemed gaga over Galaxy, so I went ahead and bought it for her. I might ask her if I can swatch-stick it before she runs away with it, but that'll be for science as I have realized I do not really like flakies in my magnetic polishes.

Now we just await the HT sale to see what calls my name. I need to see what, other than the Royalty release coming out Saturday, is not part of the sale so I can plot properly. I'm at the point with HT that short of LE polishes, I'm trying to wait for the sales or LE drops. I guess the upside (?) is that the Royalty sale is both a LE drop AND a sale.

Easter egg.

Apr. 20th, 2025 09:47 pm
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Osterei

The last time I posted easter eggs here, I had no idea this stuff would ever become political - yet here we are. Anyway. I don't celebrate, except I really enjoy painting eggs. (I do not think I would enjoy painting potatoes. I mean, I'd have to try before I judge, but...) Happy Easter if you celebrate. :3

A Quick Poll Appears

Apr. 19th, 2025 08:09 am
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I finished Transient Gundam (who is quite beautiful, but ugh, I did not do well with the clear-blue plastic; it scarred in weird unexpected ways) and want help picking my next build.

...while I also go through All My Paint because I might get to an actual hobby store next weekend where I can theoretically buy more paint/replace any bad paint. It's so much easier to buy paint in person than try to figure out color swatches on a monitor. ^^;;

I still have some other stuff to sort through, and I think a few other repair projects lingering, I am slowly but surely getting the desk and surrounding area sorted out for the first time in far too many years.

To have clean desks...

Poll #32996 Quick Gunpla Poll
This poll is closed.
This poll is anonymous.
Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 11

Oh no, I bought too much gunpla! Which kit should I build next?

View Answers

HG Destiny Gundam* (Gundam SEED Destiny)
0 (0.0%)

SDW Heroes Qiongqi Strike Freedom Gundam (SD)
0 (0.0%)

HG Sandrock (Gundam Wing, HGAC)
6 (54.5%)

HG McGillis's Schwalbe Graze (Iron-Blooded Orphans)
3 (27.3%)

HG Gundam Flauros (Ryusei-Go, IBO)
1 (9.1%)

HG ZAKU I (UC)
1 (9.1%)

HG G-Bouncer (AGE)
0 (0.0%)

MG ZAKU II F2** (UC)
0 (0.0%)

HG Denial Gundam (Build Fighters Try)
0 (0.0%)

HG GN Archer (Gundam 00)
3 (27.3%)



*non-custom
**this may be partly built or questionable; I have a couple of UC MGs I got very cheap because someone had started and not finished at least one of them
***I forgot to note that GN Archer is also not the custom-colors I have planned for one to make it into Abulhool

I am totally going to end up getting an airbrush if it ever warms up and stays warmed up.

Package-Racing and other delights...

Apr. 16th, 2025 08:19 pm
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[personal profile] kalloway
(three days of unposted updates again, whoops)

Have had a lot of mail coming in. ^^;; A couple of things were KS/pre-orders that just happened to roll in at the same time as 'must buy all the model kits', but now my living room looks like shipping and receiving. ^^;;

(I am watching a lot of small stores get royally fucked by the tariffs, especially nerd stores and other hobby-related ventures. Just, this sucks not only as a customer but just a person who is genuinely glad that being a nerd selling stuff to other nerds exists as a career choice and would like that to continue.)

Maybe over the weekend I can catch up on some hobby posts? At the rate the weather is going (wtf is the weather doing?), cemetery zine is definitely going to be a #0 with previous years ramblings and photos. On the one hand, alas, but on the other this is fine and maybe a good starting point.

Gundam G Generation Eternal finally released! I smashed through what I could and will attempt to figure out how to pace myself shortly. There are some pretty firm resource walls and no real reason to blast through things other than being ready for the upcoming Astray event.

writing meme )

la.

Apr. 14th, 2025 08:30 pm
impy: TJ from Recess wondering WTF? (TJ wtf)
[personal profile] impy
Finally got around to cutting my hair. I think I did pretty well, but I just washed it, so we'll see if I messed it up and just didn't realize it. Took a good 3 or 4 inches off, which takes me from 'don't lean your head back when sitting down or else' to normal long hair. I considered shorter but figured I could always cut more off later if I wanted.

Watched the bats fly around this evening. ♥

In a reading slump because the book I won on LT is... not great? I'm not sure how much of this is because this is very clearly a reviewer's copy with errors and how much of it is ESL and how much is just this is an interesting idea in desperate need of an editor to shape it into something workable. In my defense, I thought I was requesting a graphic novel (the cover looks like a graphic novel cover, I'm sorry, it just does) and things that might drive me bonkers in an actual novel aren't nearly as bad when there's cute art. It is, obviously, not a graphic novel. I think I also hit the age where reading books where the teenagers really do sound like teenagers (self absorbed, rude, obnoxious, whiny, and all too caught up in their romance du jour) without any of the redeeming qualities is just not it for me. Not sure it ever was, but at least those were fun. How is a book where the main character finds she can turn into a cat and her friend can turn into a dragon not fun?

Off to figure out dinner and see about my Mooncat and Holo Taco wishlists, as both have their sales coming up. (Friday for Mooncat, the 26th for HT)

Saturday Night's Alright For Writing

Apr. 12th, 2025 10:33 pm
kalloway: multicolored christmas lights (Xmas Lights 27 Colors)
[personal profile] kalloway
I bought a couple of things from a small gunpla shop and the order confirmation included a link to their discord server. I've been in gunpla/gundam discords before and ran screaming, but I joined anyway and so far it is very chill, they love Providence and Daggers, and I horrified them with my backlog.

Sentai Filmworks Spring Anime Sale, til the 20th iirc. I think I'm good for the moment and need to work on my backlog more. (I mean, I am, but-)

Apparently Hakuouki SSL is getting an English release, which is exciting. I don't think it has an exact date, though, so I'm just going to have to keep it in the back of my mind for later in the year.

I actually wrote and posted a drabble. It's not much, but it's something. Worked a bit on zine stuff. Maybe I can do a bit more later.

Also worked on cleaning in the dining room. I think getting rid of a few more plants will help out A Lot. I'm also going to take a bucket of sand and a bunch of incense out to the garage to burn while working out there. If it ever warms up, I mean, which it hasn't.

The trouble with AI

Apr. 13th, 2025 07:26 am
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[personal profile] eller
AAARGH. I just wanted chatgpt's help to structure a text. You know - what should be in the introduction, how long should each part be for easy reading, and so on. Unsurprisingly, I'm shit at this stuff, but usually, the AI is of great help - at least when it comes to nonfiction with clear structural requirements. (Letting the AI write texts is, of course, hopeless, so I won't even try. Letting the AI organize text structures before I just write stream-of-consciousness stuff, however? I mean, that could save me some headaches.) Trying to let it organize fiction, however? Wow. WOW. Today, I learned that chatgpt is really Very Fucking American.

Things I learned:
- The AI will not just try to reorganize the plot around an acceptable novella structure (which, after all, is what I asked it to do) but flag any character behavior for editing that does not conform to American cultural standards.
- The AI told me that my characters are too obsessed with honor and duty and I should consider editing that. I'm like... WAIT... I'm actually writing a Fantasy!Medieval!North!Germany setting. With Fantasy!Medieval!North!German characters with according cultural background and mindset. (Come on. It's fucking Germany. At least some of the characters take their oaths seriously...) Apparently, Germany written by a German is not acceptable by genre standards...
- The AI completely unasked (!) changed a scene description from a male character making tea for the group to a female character making the tea. Thanks for the casual sexism, I guess.
- The AI described a female character as "flirtatious". She's... not. She is, however, speaking to male characters. In, you know, plot-related ways. Apparently, that's yet another thing the AI can't handle. (Not a problem with the technology itself, I know, but definitely with the training dataset. WTF.)
- The AI completely unasked (!) tried to give a genderfluid character an issuefic subplot centered around Gender!Angst!American!Style. I mean, I onbviously don't expect an American piece of software to understand historical German ways of gender expression... which is why I didn't ask it to. This character has a perfectly acceptable subplot centered around military technology and espionage, and.no gender issues whatsoever, thanks.
- The AI really wants to change the magic system (which is, of course, North German as fuck, considering the setting) to something ripped off Tolkien.
- The AI is shit at interpreting character motivations in ways that are actually pretty hilarious.

Thanks for the non-help. -_-

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Apr. 10th, 2025 08:32 am
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I've been relatively quiet the last week or two because I spent most of last week having what felt like one long panic attack anytime I was at home. Which is a change since work is usually the trigger and I'm still not sure what the fuck that was all about since not every night last week was stressful but try telling that to my brain and body, I suppose.

Turns out though that clearly I am PSYCHIC because yesterday after work, when I was feeling nice and almost relaxed for the first time in I don't know how long, I check FB and immediately regret it once I start reacting to various things Cass sent and she pounces on me with me needing to grab my phone because we need to talk about them.


D's getting laid off at the end of the month and he's who we get our fab discount from (since we're on his plan) but he's known for a week that this is happening and also because it's happening, everyone needs to pay off their phones before it does. And because I was an idiot last year when I got my new phone and didn't immediately pay for it all upfront, I now basically have to come up with *ungodly to me sum HERE* in like, three weeks. I went ahead and figured out about what it should be but Cass is getting the actual amount once she manages to track him down. She's not thrilled, and neither am I, that he's been sitting on this for a week and we'd still be in the dark if not for her mom mentioning it to her. I get that he probably does NOT want to talk about having to find a new job and being laid off, and I would respect that at any other time, but I also cannot just pull that amount of money out of my ass with no fucking notice. As it is, it's gonna be interesting.

So I pretty much went into a money related panic spiral and did not sleep at all well once I could finally get my brain to shut the fuck up long enough to crash. I spent the night being exhausted and tonight isn't looking to be any better on the work front.

Yay. Actually, work was fine last night for me, but that's because daytime didn't do enough totes to make it possible for me to actually be able to grab any of the ones I might've been able to do, so about halfway through my shift I stopped being able to work on truck and just transitioned to making my half of the store look beautiful. But I'm gonna pay for that tonight because all those totes I couldn't get to are still gonna be waiting for me. Boo.

Need breakfast and to fix my nail and then SLEEP.

Various and Sundry

Apr. 9th, 2025 09:27 pm
kalloway: Revive and Bring from Gundam 00 (G00 Bring/Revive)
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This is like a week in the making because I fell hard into 'but nobody cares, Kalloway' brainweasels. *sigh*

I have mostly gotten the bathroom back together, though I expect I will be finding drywall dust forever awhile despite my best efforts. I started cleaning in the dining room and spelunked all the way to the one nesting table I have, which is the middle of a trio of which my parents have the largest and smallest. No, I have no idea how this happened. Once we figure out something to replace it, I'll return it.

In an attempt to close some tabs on my phone, I made a short list of a bunch of the tabs that have something I want to buy and am working on just... buying what I reasonably can. Which is not all of it, of course. Quite a bit is stuff like $2 games on itch and whatnot. I also really want all of Kim Hu's Jeweled Saint Prints, which frequently go on sale, but that will require purchasing frames and figuring out where to hang them and I want to at least know where they're going before I order them. I pre-ordered a Code Geass Lancelot kit, which is apparently getting a reprint soon. For some reason, I thought I had one. I have a Vincent, though, and that seems to be it. I still need to make an order from a (new/used) bookstore that has a strong Fediverse presence. They have a few Sharon Shinn books I need, and some Arthuriana.

I have a bunch of packages package-racing from around the world. We'll see how that goes. *sigh*

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